What I initially planned around 2 hours ago was that I will only go open this laptop, open only Skype just in case a colleague at work would need to contact me, and surf only Multiply to record this stuff has gone partially awry. What is happening now is that I did what I had planned, yes I should have congratulated myself for that, but I also went two of my friends' portal pages, left a message as a reply to a message from one of them, opened Yahoo Messenger appearing online only to a special someone, and peeked at Facebook for some new notifications. Just that; I did nothing else online. Though normally I should have browsed more on Facebook, Multiply and Friendster, checked more on the IT news, go back to Facebook, and view each of my close friends' status messages, beginning of course to that someone special and making whatever comments. But all those normal things I'd do in front of this laptop I am suspending those for tonight.
So what on earth happened. To put it plainly I am having a crisis of emotions since 2 hours ago. Since the start of the day I felt happy, brave, courageous, guilty, vindicated, aroused, jealous, curious, suspicious, unsure, foolish, contemplative, timid, childish, child-like, hard, cold, furious, depressed, lonely... And oh yeah right now I'm sleepy. But the deal is I have been acting more like a teenager today...
To be honest I'd like to write more, but I'm starting to feel sleepy....
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