Goodbye, Yahoo 360...

Lately I have just found the beta service Yahoo 360 is going to be suspended permanently. I am having a nostalgia right now. That site is the host to my first blog site. Soon it won't be. They had sent me an e-mail notice that they are going to shut down this service sometime in July this year.

What actually triggered the sentimental yearnings is what I have been posted (or had posted) there as of my latest entries. Ok, the latest entry, which was as of February 2008 last year, is really not deserving the term "latest". If I may use these words for lack of English words at the moment, I'm afraid I have in essence "abandoned" this site. I have not posted entries here lately. I have reasoned that I took some "rest" in doing blogs, which I may have done, but I never promised myself when I'd come back. I never told myself to go back to my first yearnings when I became rededicated as a Christian. Obviously, my drive towards my first mission has changed... See the thing is, I got to see myself again who I was when I reread my entries at my first blog site. I'm still a rededicated Christian, though I have some struggles lately, and I never went back to who I was when I was a backslider. But to all the Christian folks reading this, I am admitting I have sort of "abandoned" my mission of defending what we believed in. I am feeling some sort of remorse at myself for this. Though I have not backslided, I have undergone some spiritual dryness that when I looked at myself when I wrote those blogs I have thought of myself a different person.

Of course, I cannot wallow myself on self-guilt for a long time. I thank God for this godly guilt of what has been happening between me and this mission. I have just asked God for forgiveness for this particular digression. Now, I am resolving to go back and pursue this mission once again. The banner will be raised, and this time within this week, I am going to retrieve my lost notes of Christian apologetics that I used to have and recompile those. To be practical, I may post a new blog entry at around 2 weeks time. But I'll try to hurry things up. Besides, as I have reread some of my entries there I need to edit some words and post those as new but republished blog entries. Of course not to mention that I have my duties also that would factor in as to how things will progress, I am not going to make this as an excuse this time.

But for the moment, I also have to start packing in for my duty today. So I guess I'll have to stop writing for now. So I guess that's it. Wish you all well and God bless us all.